I recently called off my engagement. I had been thinking it for a bit and then he asked about postponing so I said I wanted to do that since I'd been thinking about calling it off. I took some time to think about it, and decided to give the ring back because I realized I'm not in love with him. And I couldn't go through with it for that reason.
Calling it off has actually been the fresh air that I think my soul needed. I feel so much more confident about this decision than I did with the decision to get married.
I don't know what plan is in my future, but it is something else. And it feels good that it is something else.