Closer

I was thinking today about something Michelle had said once about how she felt like part of what she was supposed to do here in San Antonio was to just work on being closer to heavenly father.
I wish I felt that way more often. I feel it right now, it's kind of hitting me in the face and I have this Laman and Lemuel feeling of Lehi standing over me an saying "awake my sons!"
There are so many things that I need to change and so many things I need so be better in. I don't know where to begin and it is too big and too much.

Recent events have caused me to reflect and I feel like I need to be better. I've got to stop making excuses, stop putting it off, and just get on with it. And I think I've got to stop looking at the hard parts of it and stop looking at them as these insurmountable things. I need to just be better.

I just wish I knew how or had more faith about it... Yeah that's what I need. I just need to have more faith about it. And to just ask.
Gen. 32:29
Judges 18:5
Matt 7:7-11
Matt 21:22
Luke 11:9-13
John 16:23-24
John 14:13-14
John 11:22
John 15:7
John 4:10
1 Nephi 15:11
2 Nephi 32:4
2 Nephi 4:35
Enos 1:15
Mosiah 4:10
Mosiah 4:21
Alma 7:23
3 Nephi 14:7-11
3 Nephi 18:20
3 Nephi 27:28-29
3 Nephi 17:3
D&C 42:68
D&C 42:61
D&C 50:29
D&C 8:11
D&C 8:1
D&C 88:63-64
James 1:5-6
1 John 3:22
1 John 5:14-15
Psalm 105:40
Mormon 9:21
Mormon 9:27
D&C 11:5
D&C 12:5
D&C 132:40
D&C 14:5
D&C 14:8
D&C 29:6
D&C 46:7
D&C 6:5
D&C 9:7-8
D&C 101:27
D&C 18:18
D&C 35:9
D&C 4:7
D&C 49:26
D&C 7:1
D&C 75:27
Moses 6:52
D&C 10:21
D&C 103:31

How many times over does He say to just ask?